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Time for a change

No Happiness, No Friendship, Nothing at all. This is the day when I would say that things got pretty out of hand. Today I am feeling a little alone. Why so, I don’t know. What if things would have happened in a different way, what if situation would have changed, what if I had a lot of friends, but I don’t have any. That’s why I say for the first time in my life truth lost. I have seen many people in my life many of them were against me, but I turned the situation and then those who were against me turned in my favor, but today i am not at all able to see anyone who is in my favor. Today I can’t find even a single person who would say that I am with you, Why? I Don’t know. Those people who were telling my friends that they shouldn’t be my friend because they felt I am irritating, they won. Well they never come to me and spoke of anything, they never told me that I am good or bad, they never told me what problems I do have, they just made an assumption about me and from than they continued, they continued to not to talk with me, without even knowing me. They continued to force my friends to not to talk with me, without even giving a clear explanation about me. They never asked me to give an explanation to them. They all won. Today I am feeling little alone, not because of I lost some friends, but because I feel like I am not a great human being. They never saw me doing something good. When two of my friends got bad ratings, and they got less increment they were crying. I went to them I gave them the power to fight against the wrongs and turn the wrongs into rights. But they never thanked me. Forget the thanks and all they never talked with me in a good manner after that.
Well, I am not at all going to break because of those assholes wants me to be someone else, I am not at all going to break because of those shitheads have some perception about me. I just tell them to fuck themselves and leave me alone. I have a lot of friends who do understand me, a lot of friends who do encourage me when I am down. I have a lot of true friends.


I am not worried because those people won, I am worried because the stole one great friend of mine from me. They stole a great human being from me. They stole a quite good relationship. Sometimes people just do things without even recognizing what are they doing. So I am requesting you all that please don’t do this. I am quite person. Once I will come to you then I will bang you up. So please don’t play with me or my emotions.

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