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Tough TImes.

Today marks a profoundly different day in my life. I find myself in such disarray that I am at a loss on how to extricate myself from this situation. The urge to cry is strong, yet I'm uncertain where to even begin. It's not the fault of anyone else; it's me, playing with the circumstances. Originally set to go home, I'm now unsure of how to proceed. With nothing to engage in or achieve, I recall a blog by Revanth, where he spent a day without money, but that was when he still had some in his wallet. What happens when there's not a single rupee left? Unfortunately, that's my reality now. The funds I had were exhausted due to a delayed salary. I'm deeply discontented with the current state of affairs.

My friends have begun reminding me of the money I borrowed from them, adding to the distress. There seems to be no ray of light in sight. It's disheartening that when you have money, friends surround you, yet in times of need, there's no one to offer even a tissue for your tears. I feel utterly lost, grappling with the situation. It's ironic how life unfolds – friends are plenty when wealth abounds, but scarce when you're in need.

A friend of mine used to discuss the various consequences of life that surround us, visible to only a few who are destined to be different from the rest. Many invested in the stock market or gold; I, on the other hand, entrusted it to my family. They're willing to return it, urging me to ask if needed, but I'm at a loss on how to approach them. How do I say, "Dad, I need money. Can you please send me?" I find myself speechless, with tears being the only language I know.

Where are those friends for whom I stood by in both good and bad times, in right and wrong? Perhaps, these circumstances are what fate has in store for me. I remember a friend who managed an entire month with just Rs. 2500. Now, I have to navigate with only Rs. 1200. It may seem implausible, but it's the bitter truth I'm about to face. I'm undergoing a transformation, and though some may perceive it as a lie, it's a harsh reality that I must confront.

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Akash said…
Hamm that’s quite a story which is close to my heart and everyone’s heart who gone through it. It really hurts when you struggle to get food twice a day. I know how you are feeling right now damn know it more than you. I had this experience the day when I came to Pune. For this whole September I had a chance go home, as we have a lot of offs in this month but the money thing left me helpless. I also felt crying but you know you can cry but do not depend on others, let the situation give you lessons. Last month was hell lot of test for my appetite buddy, specially the Dashera day I was slept without eating anything not because I don’t have money I had to save it for the gift for someone as she was going to leave for forever. I had 100 Rs on 29 and 30 was her last day and salary day was 30 so anyhow I had to give her something in this 100 Rs. That what I did but it left me without food on 29. God blessings or what salary came on 30 and I got my food…..Badi taklif hoti hai yaar bhuke pet sone ki but chlata hai dost……samajh lena kisi ko tuzse jada jarurat hai khane ki isliye god ne tera khana use de diya……

So buddy be strong and learn lessons. God wants to give you some lessons and you have to learn it.
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